KILLING LITTLE GIRLS while we talk about the CIA, football
wars, while we are on Mars there are more sexual abuses...
and the Jackson family stories...between  Michael, Priests, and
the little boy stories and Janet's tit and the dork guy from the boy

band, Paris Hilton's sex tapes I have great wondering about where

it is all going...  "I read the news today...oh f_______."

Two young relatives were arrested in the deaths of three children found slain, one of them decapitated,
in a Baltimore apartment, police said Friday.  At a news conference, police identified the suspects as
Adan Espinosa Canela, 17, and Policarpio Espinosa, 22. They are cousins and are related to the victims
although it was not immediately clear in what way.

The children were identified as 9-year-old Ricardo Espinoza; his 9-year-old sister, Lucero Quezada;
and their 10-year-old cousin, Alexis Quezada, a boy. One child was beheaded, the other two partially
beheaded. "I've been around for 35 years and I've seen, unfortunately, my share of murders, but I've
never seen something as bad as this," Deputy Police Commissioner Kenneth Blackwell said earlier.

"There's blood all over my apartment," a woman said in the 911 call, apparently providing translation for
the mother. "They've killed my family!"

The first officer on the scene "couldn't handle it" and had to give the call to another officer, Blackwell said.
"Walking in on a scene, seeing children of that tender age in that condition, certainly breaks your heart."

Children killing children on the rise...
Dr. Helen Smith addresses every day: violent kids. Smith, who received both her bachelor's ('83) and doctoral ('94) degrees from UT Knoxville, is a forensic psychologist in Knoxville. She interprets psychological information for the legal system, often testifying as an expert witness in cases ranging from child custody to mental competency. She also sees private patients for psychotherapy. And in her spare time, she is writing a book on a grim but timely topic: kids who kill.
"It's a subject that has interested me for a long time," Smith says. "I had started research for the book well before the current wave of school shootings began last fall."

The impetus came from a 17-year-old boy she was asked to evaluate about two years ago. Psychological tests revealed that he was seriously disturbed with violent tendencies, Smith recalls.

"He wasn't threatening a particular person, so I couldn't call the police," she says. "And he had no health insurance, so he couldn't be hospitalized or even receive long-term counseling. I began asking myself how someone gets to this point, and what might be done to prevent it."

For the disturbed boy, it was already too late. Two weeks later, Smith learned he had shot and killed someone.  The event strengthened her resolve to understand the phenomenon of killer kids and to identify early warning signs of dangerous behavior.

"I wish I could say there was one explanation for this," Smith says. "I wish I could tell you the TV show 'South Park' or violent rap music or MTV was responsible for the school shootings.

"I don't think it's any one thing. It's a combination of factors. You have a kid who has a predisposition for problems, combined with a troubled home situation, like a divorce or parents who are abusing substances."  And in most cases, it's a youngster with a history of aggressive behavior.

"I've had preschool teachers tell me they knew from the time a child was two or three that there was going to be trouble," Smith says. "Very often, they're right. These are children whose anger is way beyond the typical temper tantrum."

Later, these children may torture animals and strike out violently against siblings and even parents. In nearly every case, they feel alienated from their peers.  "These kids perceive nobody cares about them. They need to 'be somebody' quick," she notes.


Jul 3, 2008

SC child slaying suspect was close family friend

GREENVILLE, S.C. (AP) -- Relatives of an 8-year-old girl found raped and slain in an abandoned home said Thursday that the young teenager accused of the crime was like a member of the family.

Authorities will not identify the 14-year-old boy accused of raping and killing Dymia Janae Woody, but relatives said he was a close friend of the victim's older brother and regularly visited their home.

The boy appeared on television after the girl went missing Monday night that he walked her part of the way home before they separated and she disappeared.

"I'm like a safety guy around here," the boy told WHNS-TV. "I walk all the kids home, and it's not an unusual thing. I just do it because I have a little brother and sisters, and I would want somebody to do that for me."

Police said the boy was arrested Wednesday after being identified through DNA samples that he and other neighbors submitted voluntarily. No other arrests are expected.

The boy was scheduled to appear in court Thursday but the hearing was postponed. The county prosecutor's office is expected to decide in coming weeks whether to charge him as an adult. Public defender John Mauldin declined to comment.

The girl was found Tuesday in a closet of an abandoned mobile home, sexually assaulted and asphyxiated. The victim's mother, Renee Woody, said Thursday that she didn't suspect the teen at first, but then he began acting suspiciously and changing his story about the last time he saw the girl.



Saw a headline and sure more will girls are selling their eggs online and to clinics...

More and more parents are gong online and to egg and sperm banks to find the perfect child.  The

more pretty the college girl and smarter the more money she can get for her eggs...               May 11, 2006

12 Boys Accused In Sexual Assault Of Girl, 8

Students Suspended For Rest Of School Year

Twelve boys in the first and second grade at a St. Louis elementary school are accused of sexually assaulting a second-grade girl during recess, authorities said Tuesday.

One teacher who was supposed to be supervising the recess has been fired, and another suspended with pay, St. Louis schools superintendent Creg Williams said. The boys, ages 6 to 8, have been suspended for the rest of the school year. Names of the teachers and students were not released.

The girl, who is 8, is physically OK but will not return to school for the rest of the school year. "We don't know what type of emotional scars it will have on the young lady," Williams said.

"In my mind it's unconscionable that it happened and in my mind people have to be held accountable," Williams said. "How is it this kind of thing is even in the minds of young men?"

The incident happened Friday at Columbia Accelerated Community Educational Center, a school with 400 students in pre-kindergarten through sixth grade on the city's north side.

Shortly after lunch, three classes of first- and second-graders were outside for recess. A student saw several boys huddled around the girl who was on the ground, and alerted a teacher.

School district spokesman Tony Sanders said details of the assault are not yet clear. Police were initially called and turned the investigation over to juvenile authorities.



this scares me, I have had future thoughts and sad visions of this beginning to happen.  Where the children like Robert Ardrey's rats in the "middle cage" start raping the young




City Officials Angry Over Paroled Sex Offenders Housed At Hotel

March 17, 2006


City officials expressed outrage Friday that state authorities provided temporary housing to about a dozen paroled sex offenders at a local hotel.


"Although the individuals are not residents of the city and have been placed in the hotel temporarily, we are concerned that an unusual number of paroled registered sex offenders are residing in the city," said Mayor Hugo A. Argumedo.


He said the sheriff's department alerted Commerce officials last night that state parole officers had placed the offenders in a Best Value Inn in Commerce.


The sheriff's department is working with city officials to alert the public and staff of Veterans Park, which is located close to the hotel, as well as neighborhood watch groups, he said.


The paroles are registered at the East Los Angeles Sheriff's Station and are otherwise in compliance with state law, he said.


In the interest of social justice and public information, we are making the video

newscast "The Fields of Shame" available. This video provided a unique opportunity

to watch the activities of child traffickers. It is said that this video is very

rare in that it is difficult to make this type of surveillance and locate these

places on a regular basis. The girls in the video have disappeared and will never

 be heard from again. I can vouch for their ages because I'm a teacher I know

from their movement that at least a few of them are not older than 13 years old.




Search for child pornography on the Internet, and your IP address just might show up on the Wall of Shame.

The music portal Web site is currently playing a trick on those who are looking for pedophilia using the Gnutella file-sharing program.

Download one of's temptingly named images, and the site logs your time of download, IP address and domain name -

 and then posts them on a Web site for all to see.

The Wall of Shame went into operation April 27, in part as a reaction to an MSNBC report indicating file-sharing software Gnutella

was being used to trade child pornography. The idea is to scare and embarrass would-be pedophiles into avoiding Gnutella, thus

cleaning up the service.













So as I write a few of these stats here in my hotel room NBC Dateline is showing another one of their

shows were they are luring and trapping child predators..."TO CATCH A PREDATOR" ...where one

of the predators that came to meet a underage child for sex brought his little five year old boy to

the house...omg...I am getting sick.


A cyber twilight zone in Ft. Myers, Fla.
The men we met during the latest 'To Catch a Predator' investigation
By Chris Hansen
NBC News
Updated: 10:23 p.m. ET May 10, 2006

This report airs May 10, Wednesday, 9 p.m.. It's the latest in Dateline's month-long series of undercover investigations: children at risk from grown men online. This time, we take our hidden cameras to Florida.  We thought we'd seen and heard just about everything, but what we found there surprised even our own Chris Hansen. We're back in small town America, where the investigation leads us to one of the most disturbing cases we've ever found. A warning: some of what you're about to read is explicit.


FT. MYERS, FLA. - A 49-year-old man talks to a teenager he's never met before.  He probably believes she’s the 15-year-old he’s been chatting online with for the last week and a half.

Emily, decoy (hidden camera footage): Hey I just have to change my shirt real quick, but just come in and watch some TV. I’ll be right there. Michael Wilusz: Okay.

What Michael Wilusz doesn’t know is she’s really a 19-year-old actress we hired to be a decoy. He walked into a Dateline hidden camera investigation.

Chris Hansen, Dateline correspondent (walking in): Come on in over here. Have a seat there.Wilusz: Oh wow. (laughs, eating cookies).Chris Hansen, Dateline correspondent: Hungry? How does it taste?Wilusz: Great. Wow, these are home-baked?Hansen: Do you want time to finish your cookie?Wilusz: Not really.Hansen: So you’re good if I ask you a couple of questions?Wilusz: Yeah.

It’s the latest in our continuing series of investigations into online sex predators. For the first time we’re in the south: Fort Myers, Florida. Hilton Daniels is Fort Myers chief of police.



NORTH SMITHFIELD, R.I. (AP) -- A teenage girl has been charged with conspiracy in a child pornography

case involving  two other teenagers.


The 16-year-old from Lincoln was arrested and charged with conspiracy. She's accused of taking explicit photos of two

 friends, 19-year-old Elizabeth Muller of North Smithfield and a 16-year-old girl from Lincoln whose name hasn't been released.


The photos were later posted on their MySpace Web sites. The name of the third girl, who was charged Wednesday,

also has not been released. The other two teens were arrested earlier this week and charged with child pornography.


SARASOTA, Fla. (Feb. 6) - The body of an 11-year-old girl whose abduction was captured by a
surveillance camera was found in a church parking lot, and a mechanic has been charged with her
murder, officials said Friday.

Sarasota County Sheriff Bill Balkwill declined to say where Carlie Brucia's body was found, but a
law enforcement source close to the investigation said it was found between 12:45 a.m. and 1 a.m.
Friday outside a church a few miles from the car wash where she was taken.

''Our prayers on behalf of everybody here in Sarasota County go out to the family,'' Balkwill said.

He said Joseph P. Smith, 37, has been charged with the girl's murder. Smith is believed to be the
tattooed man in a mechanic's shirt who was seen in a car wash surveillance video leading Carlie
away by the arm Sunday evening, authorities said.

Investigators found the body after negotiations with Smith, said the source, who spoke on condition
of anonymity. Earlier, authorities had said Smith was not cooperating.  ''We now stand ready to
complete our obligation, and assure you that he will pay the ultimate price for what he did to her,''
Capt. Jeff Bell said.

The Central Church of Christ was surrounded by yellow crime scene tape Friday, and about a dozen
detectives walked in a line across the field in an evidence sweep.  They declined to confirm whether the
body was found there. But Carlie's stepfather, Steven Kansler, and some friends gathered at the edge
of the church property Friday morning, kneeling in a prayer circle.  Rod Myers, the church's minister,
said a Bible study group met there Wednesday night but nobody saw the body because it was dark.

Friends described Carlie as a beautiful girl who loved watching actress Jennifer Lopez, going to the
mall and greeting friends with warm hugs. She was heading home from a slumber party when she was
abducted.  Carlie's friend Natalie Thomas cried after hearing that her classmate's body was found. She
remembered Carlie's smile and that she liked to go on walks.  Carlie was walking home from a friend's
house at about 6:20 p.m. Sunday when she took a short cut behind Evie's Car Wash, which was
closed for the day.

Smith has been arrested at least 13 times in Florida since 1993,  Bloodhounds led deputies to the
business, and car wash owner Mike Evanoff checked the security system video Monday, he said. The
images of Carlie popped up almost immediately, he said.  ''It was cold chills right up my back,'' Evanoff
said earlier this week. ''My manager couldn't even look at it. It's an awful feeling.''

In the 1997 kidnapping case, a 20-year-old woman in Bradenton said a man grabbed her as she
walked by and tried to pull her away, according to records released by the Manatee County Sheriff's
Office.  'He got on top of me and told me to shut up or he would cut me,'' she told authorities. After a
struggle, she said, she managed to run into the street, and passengers in an approaching van stopped a
nd rescued her.  Smith, found hiding behind a house by a police tracking dog, was acquitted by jurors
after telling them he was trying to keep the woman from running into the street and she misunderstood.


The thought comes to me think about all the kids that are abducted and stolen and there
is not the strange fate that a camera is recording the happening.  Like by some "car wash"
security cameras of all places to have to have a camera in the first place.  Streets of the

U.S. getting so bad we got to keep a watchful eye on damn car washes.  Go figure...

As I watch all the community support for the family and the pain that they and the pain
that is felt by everyone in the country points again to me the cultural and national anguish
and frustration that is coming out in our country.  We can not and the Church and the
Lord is not and the Government is not helping and protecting our children.  The little girl
was found dead in a Church parking lot for God's Sake.

All the thousands of kids abducted and we don't hear so much about because we don't
have a clue to hang our cameras and news stories on...kid gone again, who cares?  If
only we could communicate the pain and agony that each and every family and family
member feels when a child is missing, abducted, lost, makes no matter.

So weeks of Michael Jackson sexually molesting little boys and giving them "Jesus Juice" in coke
cans, then we have his sister coming on after black gangster P. Diddy fuck boy and Kid I date
women with big tits Rock wearing an American flag at the Super Bowl before we have the
dork burr headed kid from the boy band dry hump Janet Jackson before he helps her show her
tit the day before her new record comes out.  It is so MTV, don't you think?

The day after Janet showed her tit at the football game the stock of CBS went up.  Go figure.  I
remember once when I was listening to a guy with the Postal service in Texas talking about child
porn, he said that it was hard to prosecute because much of the material is going to judges, lawyers,
doctors and "upstanding" people in the town.  Sure the Catholic priest were getting some of this
SMUT MAIL.  The Guys that are making the Rap and Hip-Hop record deals with the Black
gangsters that are playing Mafia and selling their criminal words to the youth of America are as
corrupt as the gangsters that murder in the street.  The little juveniles that are our gangsters and
the black gangster rappers like P. Diddy and Snoop Doggie Dog and the rest of that gang are
tied through the higher ups in the corporate structure of the companies like Warner Brothers
through the dealing of crack and cocaine in the streets by kids that later become the new artists...

MCA REGAN AND THE MOB...what was that book about?

Hey, I grew up in the sixties...that is not music.  It is screams from the downfall...

Deep Throat said, "Follow the Money."
MCA and the Mob...Gore Vidal and HOLLYWOOD...war, drugs and oil...GOD
G = Guns
O = Oil
D = Drugs
Oil in the soil
we have soiled our culture
culture is cult
cultivate the dirt
for oil
essence of decay

notes on 3/5 card I jot something...


Young girls in America are going to jail in record numbers.  They are starting crack, crank

and sex at 12 years in 4 are arrested for assault...on MSNBC Special many of the

girls they talked with began sex and drugs at age 12.  Over half the girls in jail have been

sexually abused and half have mothers also in jail...


We keep throwing out the baby with the bathwater...and worse...


Driving down road I jot down note I hear on the radio...of the 550,700 reported missing

440,350 are juveniles

Oh here is something else in the news today this February 4th, 2004...two four of O four

WASHINGTON (Reuters) - Children whose mothers eat seafood high in mercury while pregnant can
suffer irreparable brain damage, researchers reported on Friday.   The report comes the same week as
the U.S. Environmental Protection Agency doubled its estimate of how many newborns had unsafe
levels of mercury in their blood.

The study, done by an international group led by researchers at the Harvard School of Public Health,
also showed that children exposed to mercury in the womb may suffer permanent damage to their heart
function.  "We found that both prenatal and postnatal mercury exposure affects brain functions and that
they seem to affect different targets in the brain," Philippe Grandjean, who led the study, said in a


23 children die of hunger every minute of every day.
That is 1,380 kids per hour, or
33,120 kids a day, or
12,088,800 kids a year are dying of hunger.

In the U.S. I have heard that 10 million are classified as hungry.  The Moody Blues had a line in
a song.  "Fill the starving sea with grain."

Infant mortality has climbed for the first time in more than four decades, in part
because older women are putting off motherhood and then having multiple babies via fertility drugs,
the government said Wednesday.  The nation's infant mortality rate climbed from 6.8 deaths per
1,000 live births in 2001 to 7.0 deaths per 1,000 in 2002. The last time the rate rose was in 1958.

"We were surprised because it has been declining fairly steadily for more than four decades," said
Joyce Martin, lead statistician for the CDC. "You're always concerned when an important indicator
in public health increases."   CDC officials said the exact reasons for the increase are not yet clear.
But previous CDC research suggests the rise in infant mortality may reflect the long trend among
American women toward delaying motherhood.  Women who put off motherhood until their 30s or
40s are more likely to have babies with birth defects or other potentially deadly complications.

Also, older women are more likely to use fertility drugs to get pregnant, and such drugs often lead
to twins, triplets and other multiple births. And multiple births carry a higher risk of premature labor
and low birth weight — conditions that can endanger babies' lives.   CDC officials said other factors
may have also led to the rise in infant mortality. For example, more babies are being born prematurely
or at low birth weights because more doctors are inducing labor and using Caesarean sections for
delivery, the CDC said.

The rate of triplets and larger multiple births was 184 births per 100,000 deliveries in 2002. Multiple
births climbed more than 400 percent between 1980 and 1998 because of fertility treatments by
older women, the CDC previously reported.     Feb. 2004

More than 4 percent of young adults in the United States are infected with Chlamydia, and the
sexually transmitted disease is six times more common in blacks than in whites, researchers say.

In a nationally representative study of 14,322 people ages 18 to 26 conducted in 2001-02,
University of North Carolina researchers found that 4.7 percent of women and 3.6 percent of
men had Chlamydia. The overall prevalence was 4.2 percent.

The UNC study is based on in-person interviews with young adults and analysis of urine specimens.
Chlamydia is the most common bacterial sexually transmitted disease nationwide, with an estimated
3 million people infected each year, according to the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention

Human papilloma virus, which can cause cervical cancer, is the most common sexually transmitted
disease nationwide, with more than 5 million new cases each year, according to the CDC.

Calif. Autism Rate Doubles in Four Years -Study

By Gina Keating

LOS ANGELES (Reuters) - Autism cases in California nearly doubled over the past four years to more than 20,000 --

 a phenomenon whose cause may be difficult to pinpoint because it is not related to population increases or the way the

disorder is diagnosed, a state study said on Tuesday.


The study, conducted by the California Department of Developmental Services, tracked the number of autism cases

 referred to 21 regional centers where patients and their families receive government-funded services.

The report showed that the agency's caseload increased 97 percent -- from 10,360 in December 1998 to 20,337

 four years later.

Autism is a lifelong neurological disorder that primarily strikes boys, impairing their ability to communicate, interact and

 emotionally bond with others. Once a rare disorder, autism now is more prevalent than childhood cancer, diabetes

and Down syndrome, the study's author, Dr. Ron Huff, said.

The spectacular rate of increase for autism dwarfs rises of 35 percent to 49 percent for new cases of mental retardation,

 cerebral palsy and epilepsy in California, he said.

"We are convinced that this is for real," Huff said. "It has to be taken seriously." Huff's study was a follow-up to an earlier

 report ordered by California lawmakers that showed a 273 percent rise in autism cases statewide between 1987 to 1998.



REHRERSBURG, Pa. - A teenage girl abducted after her uncle allegedly broke into her family's home and

killed her parents was released unharmed Sunday after a police chase. Her uncle was later arrested

 following a four-hour standoff.


Robert Lee Hixson, 42, surrendered to police at about 3:40 p.m. Sunday, state police Trooper Raymond J.

Albert said. Police said he had released his 13-year-old niece Hadley Bilger at around 11:30 a.m.

Police placed tire-flattening equipment in the roadway, disabling the vehicle after a high speed chase through

 Berks County that ended about 90 miles southwest of the girl's home in the Pocono Mountains, police said.

The teenage girl that was abducted said that her uncle killed her parents so he could run off with her. April 20, 2003


Local News Round-up...L.A. Homeless Count Worst in US.

A estimated 91,000 people in L.A. County are homeless, making

it the worst among all major metropolitan areas in the Nation.     2005


Between 1 and 1.5 million children run away from home each year.
Somewhere between 20 and 40% (depending on where you live) will become involved in high
risk behavior including drug use, prostitution, pornography, or starvation on the streets.
Approximately 50% of all runaway children do not believe social service agencies are helpful

Jackson Brownefu


Down on the boulevard they take it hard
They look at life with such disregard.
They say it can't be won
The way the game is run
But if you choose to stay
You wind up playing anyway
It's OK
You know the kid's in shock
up and down the block
The folks are home
playing beat the clock
Down at the Golden Cup
They set the young ones up
Under the neon lights
Selling day for night
It's alright
Nobody rides for free
Nobody gets it like they want it to be
Nobody hands you any guarantee
The hearts are hard
and the times are tough
Down on the boulevard
the night's enough
Time passes slow between the
storefronts' shadows
and the streetlights glow
Everybody walks right by
like they're safe or something
They don't know
Nobody knows you
Nobody owes you nothing
Nobody shows you what they're thinking
Hey hey baby
Gotta watch the street
keep your feet and be on guard.
Make it pay baby
It's only time on the boulevard.


LAURENS, S.C. - A former fifth-grade teacher accused of having sex with her 11-year-old student was ordered held on

$100,000 bond Saturday. Prosecutors had wanted Wendie A. Schweikert, 36, jailed without bond, saying she was a danger

to the community and a flight risk.  Schweikert was arrested Friday on two counts of criminal sexual conduct with a minor

after the boy's mother accused the teacher of having sex with him at school at least twice, authorities said.   Feb 2006


Mar. 17, 2006

Child porn charge shocks Charlotte neighborhood

By MELISSA MANWARE and KYTJA WEIR   Charlotte Observer


CHARLOTTE, N.C. — As word spread Thursday that a south Charlotte man had been charged in an international child porn ring, his neighbors expressed fear and outrage, and his US Airways coworkers said the allegations seemed cout of character.

Kenneth Mark Fisher, 45, has been charged with third-degree sexual exploitation of a minor. The veteran US Airways flight attendant was arrested last week in connection with a federal investigation into a group

Fisher has not been charged with assaulting any children, although a search warrant application says someone using the screen name "LordNewbie" bragged to an undercover agent online that he had sexually abused a male toddler "too young to talk." The application says investigators traced the screen name "LordNewbie" back to Fisher's address.

The court document also says "LordNewbie" told an undercover agent online that he had access to a 7-year-old girl, and though he hadn't had sexual contact with her yet, he hoped to do so when he baby-sat her over the summer.  The investigation began in May, authorities said, and so far 27 people from the U.S., Canada, Australia and Great Britain have been charged. Fisher is the only one in the Carolinas.

A federal indictment says users swapped thousands of child porn images in the chat room called "Kiddypics & Kiddyvids." Investigators identified seven children, including one less than 18 months old. It does not appear that any of the children identified lived in the Charlotte area.

The investigation began in May, authorities said, and so far 27 people from the U.S., Canada, Australia and Great Britain have been charged. Fisher is the only one in the Carolinas.

A federal indictment says users swapped thousands of child porn images in the chat room called "Kiddypics & Kiddyvids." Investigators identified seven children, including one less than 18 months old. It does not appear that any of the children identified lived in the Charlotte area.

Police: Suspect Planned to Eat Okla. Girl ...April 2006

The body of a 10-year-old girl was found in a plastic tub in her neighbor's closet, and police said she was killed as part of the neighbor's

elaborate plan to eat human flesh.  Her attacker apparently considered doing the same to other victims, a prosecutor said.

Jamie Rose Bolin had deep saw marks on her neck and apparently had been hit several times with a wooden cutting board, police

Chief David Tompkins said. Agents removed meat tenderizer and barbecue skewers from his apartment, one floor down from the

apartment where the girl lived with her father.

"This appears to have been part of a plan to kidnap a person, rape them, torture them, kill them, cut off their head, drain the body

of blood, rape the corpse, eat the corpse, then dispose of the organs and bones," Tompkins said.

Kevin Ray Underwood, 26, was arrested Friday after investigators found Jamie's body in a bedroom closet in his apartment, a

uthorities said. The girl's unclothed body was inside a large plastic tub, along with a towel used to soak up blood, officials said.


SEXUAL SADISM: Rape, Necrophilia, Cannibalism, Fetishism
"There are two things which differentiate the human species from animals. One, we use cutlery. Two, we're capable of controlling our sexual urges." (Dan Aykroyd)

    The term sadism is derived from the name of a French author who lived from 1740 to 1814, Donatien-Alphonse-Francois de Sade, better known as the Marquis de Sade. Sadists dare to mix love with cruelty. The practice was recognized as a sexual perversion by Krafft-Ebing in 1898 consisting of strong impulses to coitus, coupled with prepatory acts of maltreatment, even murder (necrophilia, then called "lustmurder") which occurs primarily because of an inability to be satisfied with coitus.  Most sadists like torture more than they like sex, and it is customary to refer to the three D's of sadism in this regard -- Dread, Dependency, and Degradation -- or in other words, the desire to create fear in the victim, make the victim completely helpless (dependent on the sadist), and humiliate the victim.

    A sadist is clinically defined as a person who demonstrates a long-standing maladaptive pattern of cruel, demeaning, and aggressive behavior towards others. Symptoms include: a period of activity of at least six months, recurrent, intense sexually arousing fantasies, sexual urges, or behaviors involving real acts (not simulated) in which the psychological (humiliation) or physical suffering of a victim is sexually exciting. In criminology, sadism is often inferred from carefully examining crime scene behavior, and it's a common pattern (Sadistic aspect) linking many crimes. In forensic science, wound pattern analysis tends to point to evidence of sadism or not. As with many sexual crimes, victimology is important, and where rape shield laws prevent inquiring into the victim's sexual history, a 24-hour timeline will have to be used. There are essential two (2) elements that constitute the actus reus of sadism:

  • deliberate sexual torture of a living victim without consent

  • evidence of a prolonged event or series of prolonged events

    Sexual sadists who come into contact with law enforcement will tend to use certain over-the-counter tools, such as vice-grips, screwdrivers, etc., and will keep such devices in a common tool box. There will usually be post-mortem evidence of genital mutilation and/or evisceration. Sexual sadists who do not come into contact with law enforcement will tend to use custom-made, store-bought tools.


"Possession in its aberrant sense is newly relevant this summer with the sudden rise of disturbed murderers in every corner of the

 country. From the killer kids in Colorado to a homicidal janitor at Yosemite, around America with serial "Railway Killer" Ange

Maturino Resendez, down to Mark Barton's day-trader hell in Atlanta and on to deranged bigot Buford Furrow's rampage in

 Los Angeles two weeks ago, 1999 has been a banner year for murderous moral imbeciles.


Right now we seem inexplicably under siege not by armies, or even gangs, but by mostly middle-class white guys of varying

ages who are skidding wildly out of control, targeting multiple defenseless victims, usually strangers, for murder.

Jul 3, 08

Neb. teacher pleads guilty to sex with student, 13

OMAHA, Neb. (AP) -- A former teacher pleaded guilty Wednesday to fleeing to Mexico with a 13-year-old student so she could have sex with him. Her plea was part of a deal to ensure she'll spend less than a decade in federal prison.

Kelsey Peterson, 26, cried in court and shook her head when the prosecutor said she started having sex with the boy when he was 12 years old and a student at Lexington Middle School, where she taught.

But the former math teacher pleaded guilty to a charge of transporting a minor across state lines to have sex, and avoided a similar charge that would have carried a mandatory 10-year minimum sentence.

The plea agreement calls for a sentence of at least 70 months in prison, up to a maximum of 87 months. The judge could decide on a different sentence, but that would give Peterson the right to change her plea, said federal prosecutor Jan Sharp. A sentencing hearing is scheduled for September.


All sexual crime is driven by fantasy -- Stayner, the accused Yosemite killer, told a reporter he'd been dreaming of killing women for 30 years, since he was 7 -- and because no two serial killers share exactly the same murder fantasy, possession means something different to each of them, too.

Bundy, for example, desired a lifeless female form -- comatose or dead. Just before his 1989 execution, he admitted to police detectives that he kept some of his victims in such a state for hours or days before disposing of them. Various of his 30 or so victims were buried in shallow woodland graves, where he sometimes revisited them. One who was found frozen in the mountains of Utah appeared to have received a post-mortem shampoo. Another was given a fresh application of make-up before Bundy discarded her body. "If you've got time, they can be anyone you want them to be," he later told FBI agent Bill Hagmaier, who came to know Bundy intimately while interviewing him in the 1980s.

Bundy explained to the agent that "murder isn't just a crime of lust or violence. It becomes possession. They are part of you ... You feel the last bit of breath leaving their bodies ... You're looking into their eyes ... A person in that situation is God!"

Bundy even photographed his victims and kept a stash of their skulls in his Seattle apartment. "When you work hard to do something right," he said, "you don't want to forget it."

Janet Warren, a frequent research collaborator with former FBI profiler Hazelwood and a faculty member at the University of Virginia's department of behavioral medicine and psychiatry, recalls one sexual sadist she studied in particular.

"His first killing turned out to be a male hitchhiker," says Warren, "with whom he was competing for rides on the freeway. He described raising a stone above his head and beginning to crash it down on the man's head. He had an incredible feeling of exhilaration.

"Then when he started killing women, he actually breathed life back into a couple of them, because they lost consciousness too quickly. He said, 'I wasn't going to let myself be robbed of the experience. I wanted to see in her eyes that she knew she was going to die, and that I was going to take her life. It is only in having that reflected back at me -- and I need a conscious person to do that -- that I can experience the power and control of being God-like.'"

Central to possession is the necessity to utterly dehumanize the victim, typified by a comment from Robert Leroy Anderson, a sexual killer now on death row in South Dakota. According to an acquaintance, Anderson once complained that his first murder victim, a female fellow employee at a meat-packing plant in Sioux Falls, proved less than ideal for his purposes because he knew her too well and could not completely objectify her. It was therefore impossible to fully incorporate her into his fantasy.

"The perpetrator cannot see the victim as a separate, whole, real, meaningful person, with her own thoughts and feelings and perceptions," says Meloy. "She must be reduced to an object with no meaning except to gratify his desires."

Warren says the thrill lies in consuming and sexually eradicating the victim-as-possession. "It is interesting that Dahmer ate people, but that was part of the same thing. For instance, decapitating a woman. Taking off a person's head is so destructive. He is saying, 'You will be nothing. You will have no individuality.'"


Sexual serial killers aren't acting out random
bursts of depression or anger; they are trying
to fill an emptiness in their souls.

By Stephen G. Michaud


Psychologist John B. Cochran believes that there are roughly two kinds of pedophiles:  the “regressed” type, who typically feels like he is under performing in life, and, due to pressure, goes back to a “more primitive level of functioning.” The “fixated” type has always directed his sexual drives toward children, and has no “normalizing” sexual experience with adults. Dodd avoided sexual relationships with adults. If he did get involved with a woman, it was because she had young children. If a child had any pubic hair or pubescent development, Dodd lost interest.

Is pedophilia a fetish, or a more deeply rooted psychological disorder involving the need to control and dominate? Dr. Kenneth Von Cleve, who interviewed Dodd before the murders, compared pedophilia to other fetishes, which can develop out of almost incidental events. “If you trace back in a sexual history, you can usually find the time when imprinting began occurring. It’s usually in adolescence where a kid began masturbating to something. For example, a mother used to lock her son in the closet for punishment. Well, he’d sit in there and masturbate. He sat on the floor with all her shoes. Well, lo and behold this guy’s got a fetish now at age 30, where its just horrible with women’s shoes. So it’s the little insignificant thing that occurred back there in his sexual development that became a full-blown fetish as an adult.”

Although the origins of pedophilia are debated, experts believe that pedophiles nurture their fantasies of children, and these fantasies ingrain themselves into their sexual drives. If the pedophile also harbors fantasies of aggression and domination, this person would be classified as a sadist “because he derives his main satisfaction from the terror that is brought on in the child,” said Cochran. Dodd was certainly a sadist, and his victims were the most defenseless in our population.    COURT TV  2006


WHAT IS SEXUAL SADISM? Sexual sadism is a persistent pattern of becoming sexually excited in response to another's suffering. Granted, sexual excitement can occur at odd times even in normal people. But to the sexually sadistic offender, it is the suffering of the victim that is sexually arousing. The writings of two sexual sadists graphically convey their desires. One writes: "...the most important radical aim is to make her suffer since there is no greater power over another person than that of inflicting pain on her to force her to undergo suffering without her being able to defend herself. The pleasure in the complete domination over another person is the very essence of the sadistic drive." Of his sexually sadistic activities with a victim he killed, another offender writes: "...she was writhering [sic] in pain and I loved it. I was now combining my sexual high of rape and my power high of fear to make a total sum that is now beyond explaining...I was alive for the sole purpose of causing pain and receiving sexual gratification...I was relishing the pain just as much as the sex...." Each offender's account confirms that it is the suffering of the victim, not the infliction of physical or psychological pain, that is sexually arousing. In fact, one of these men resuscitated his victim from unconsciousness so that he could continue to savor her suffering. From Government Profiling report...


    Let's begin this section with a quote from Ted Bundy, widely regarded as one of the most intelligent serial killers. He preferred to kill his victims immediately and then proceed to perform bizarre sexual rituals with parts of their corpses. He said:

"You feel the last bit of breath leaving their body. You're looking into their eyes. A person in that situation is God! You then possess them and they shall be a part of you, and the grounds where you kill them or leave them become sacred to you, and you will always be drawn back to them." (Ted Bundy)

    Ted Bundy used to pose with a broken arm in a sling. Inside the sling he kept a metal crowbar. Once he got the victim (usually a sorority girl) inside his car, he would knock them unconscious, and then take them somewhere to perform sex acts. Often, the knock out would kill the victim. It didn't matter much to Ted, dead or alive, but unconscious was preferred. While driving, he would often reach over and bite the unconscious victim. Once stationary, he would engage in anal sex, followed by oral sex (decapitated head), more biting, often biting off the nipples, and leaving bite marks on the buttocks.

    While Bundy was probably not a true necrophile, his case illustrates some of the sexual behavior patterns associated with necrophilia, sadism, and the many variants of "edge play" which involve a desire for sex with someone who is near-dead or dead. 

    Biting behavior is quite common on the breasts and neck area, but by no means are bites restricted to those areas only. The bites vary from being very minor (and hard to find, like licks or "sucker bites") to being very severe. Bite marks are an extremely common phenomenon in the world of homosexual sex. The purpose of biting, as opposed to "hickies", is to leave permanent marks.  A necrophile prefers bruises that don't heal. 


BRADENTON, Florida (AP) -- The mother of an 11-year-old girl whose abduction was captured by a security camera and aired on television worldwide was sentenced Thursday to 90 days in jail as part of a plea deal on prostitution charges.

Susan Schorpen, 37, pleaded no contest to misdemeanor charges of prostitution and possession of drug paraphernalia. She was also ordered not to return to an 8-mile zone in Manatee County.

Schorpen said that she plans to move to the Florida Keys. She has said that she's experienced problems with drug addiction and depression since her daughter's slaying in February 2004, The Herald of Bradenton reported for Friday's editions.

Schorpen was arrested January 19 by an undercover police officer in St. Petersburg who suspected her of prostitution although she did not offer sex for money.

She has been in jail since her arrest and will get credit for time served.

Joseph Smith, the former auto mechanic who grabbed Carlie Brucia behind the Sarasota car wash, was sentenced to death in March for her 2004 abduction, rape and killing.      Sept 2006






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